| Easter weekend |
[Apr. 5th, 2007|03:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | sealed human- the faint | ] |
Well the weather here has turned ugly again lots of snow and freezing temperatures. Hopefully it will warm up again this weekend. Schools been a bit hectic, lots to do my energy level has been down so i havnt been to motivated to do it.
Andrew invited me to spend this weekend in Camrose with his family to meet them over easter, i was really surprized that he asked. im not going to go i have to work on Saturday, and some stuff to do around here.
Im moving into my sisters house she just phoned me and told me one of her roomates are moving out, it actually works out perfectly! Cheap cheap rent, and so close to work
I work at Second cup now with my sister its good i like it lots!
School is almost ove i hope that this term works out ok grade wise... we'll see
Im meeting Andrews brother tonight, he's in town from Calgary a student at U of C and my age...hopefully we get along. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Mar. 12th, 2007|10:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | mushaboon-feist | ] |
What is going on with me??.... Well not too much i guess my life is pretty simple.
My birthday was on The third, im 20 now. It wasn't a big deal though i didnt even really want to celebrate it plus i was so busy with the show. Andrew who i adore and am still with despite everything took me to Do Make Say Think on the 2nd at the starlight room we had a good time, he thought that he would run into lots of people that he knew when he said that i said i for sure wouldnt cause its edmonton and i dont know anyone... i ran into 6 people i knew and andrew didnt run into anyone look whos popular now... I stayed with him that night, on my way home in the morning on my birthday i almost got run over by a car, that would have been a tragedy! I had to be in the wood shop at 8 that morning and grinded metal most of the day and Hilary took me out for diner that night it was good we drank Irish beer then went produce shopping after...I talked to my mom on web cam that night and ended up crying cause i miss her most on my birthday she always makes it so special...
We went back to class today after not being in class for 3 weeks it was alright, it tired me out. we had reading week then two weeks of break from class to put up the production. Our show opened on Friday night its the full monty I wish you guys were all here so you could come see it it is actually hillarious! Lots of swearing and boys getting naked, good stuff.
Tonight we didnt have a show cause we just never have shows on Monday Andrew came over and we did our lighing homework exciting... Then he left me caus ehe got a new petal for his bass and he wanted to go play with it after telling me my shirt was ugly (jokingly even though he meant it) We are doing so much beter i could see myself getting really serious with him which kind of makes me nervous cause we dont really talk about our feelings a whole lot, nither of us are very good that that. Our show closes Saturday and even though im excited to get my life back I think i should get a job or a time consuming hobby cause im not used to having time... Andrew left tonight at like 8:30 and i actually had no idea what to do with myself...
Anyways things are going well enough Edmonton is warming up, which means huge puddles and trash from underneath the snow so the city looks like a shit hole but its alright at least its not freezing every day |
|
|
| Reading week |
[Feb. 24th, 2007|08:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | stabilo- | ] |
I spent an alright reading week in Calgary visiting my best friends family and accompanying her to her dads funeral...it was kind of awkward but im glad i went. I found out some interesting information about the boy ive been seeing whilst drinking at a downtown calgary pub that he had been lying to me about seeing another girl as well as me... i was pretty pissed. I went over to his place the night i got home and we finally had a much needed talk, we figured things out things are better now...i hope... they seem to be. Hes taking me out for a drink tonight either for fun or to break up with me, we'll see. While in Calgary Hilary and i met a parrot that ate turkey(his cousin) and bones it really grossed both of us out a lot. Last night i went to a great keg party and got drunk! This morning i woke up at 5 and cut and grinded metal in the shop for 8 hours... headache. |
|
|
| disaster |
[Feb. 18th, 2007|11:45 am] |
I am a disaster it is the truth.
I got sooo waisted last night at this hall party that i have no idea where it was, i dont remember like anything from the night and i went home with this guy id been dating who i broke it off with like a week ago or well tried to even though my two best friends told me he was sleeping with the girl he had cheated on me with just before christmas and to stay away... apparently im attracted to brutality... I hurt! Well im off to Calgary for a few days have a good reading week folks |
|
|
| Confused...again |
[Jan. 8th, 2007|08:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Motion Picture Soundtrack- Radiohead | ] |
I was thinking just now that i feel a lot of angst so i should probably find one of my old journals and write it all down, then i remembered i could do that on live journal.
Im angry about a boy...what else, my classes are going supurbly like usual i like them and all. This boy is driving me nuts and that fact is driving me even more crazy. I hate when guys get to me, excpecially if they dont diserve to or since my feelings for him crept up on me, he liked me first and acted on it now im mad at him for being distant.
The day before break he told me he really liked me and we hung out since it was the last time we could be alone, mind u it was mixed up in an apology for being with another girl, but he explained that and its over now with them he ended it and he has no regrets ending that. He called me when i was at the airport and was really sweet and told me he missed me and wanted me to come over unfortunately i was still in vancouver so i couldnt. I ended up having the night to think about it and seeing him the next day at school made me nervous... All week i told myself i would talk to him but he was so damn busy with this next show that i couldnt get a moment alone with him.
Friday night he came over after his call in the carp shop at like 11. We layed in my bed and cuddled, and he kissed me and i didnt say what i wanted to when i had the perfect opportunity which was to tell him i liked him and see where his feelings for me stood and see if the relationship could change into something more... Its not the same i know its not and i just dont know what were doing its my fault i guess but its making me so angry hes not affectionate to me at school which is ok because we dont want anyone to know about us anyways but confusing...
i guess a solid relationship is never based on secrecy thats what i should learn from this. And next time to not date in my program choose someone else...anyone else... |
|
|
| Back at school |
[Jan. 4th, 2007|08:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | edmonton | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | In the Aeroplane Over The Sea- Neutral Milk Hotel | ] |
So Jay drunkenly told me at Gingers New Years Party that i should Keep posting on Live jounal because that would make me cooler... So here i am.
I got back Finally by the skin of my teeth on Wed early morning The day my classes were starting, i was supposed to be back earlier but my flight got cancelled because of Vancouvers crazy weather, and my later flight got delayed...Lame but i am back now. All i did when i got here was put on new sheets, and go to bed.
So far i am very intimidated by this semmester I am taking all the artsy classes and i am not a very artsy person. Ive already had a class of wardrobe which was a gong show i dislike my teacher and she dislikes me cause im not punk enough for her liking... I had a paint class where my techer burned the rest of the class by saying they were working in theatre cause they're a bunch of wirdos and losers, except for me cause im apparently a blonde german princess... My theatre history class is pretty much what i expected my last semmesters drafting techer is teaching it and when he gets to talking its really hard to shut him up he goes on these tangents all the ime that make no sence... O well. I learned again about all the power tools in my carpentry class today I really hope i get to keep all my fingers.
I probably told most of you about my frustrating boy situation, unfortunately i dont have much to report he called me on the 2nd and wanted me to come over, but i was unfortunately still at the airport in Vancouver. He broke things off with the other girl like the day after i left, who was angry and still is. But we havn't really had a chance to talk so i guess we will se what is going on when we have a chat. |
|
|
| hot date |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|04:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | crazy for you | ] |
Wish me luck i have a hot date tonight |
|
|
| the north country |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|12:58 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee | ] |
I know it sounds super stupid to complain but i have never ever been so fucking freezing in my life.
Right now the snow is blowing outside and its hard to breath and the parking lot is all ice.
I talked with Jason for the first time since we hooked up today. We just like talked about his show and his other frustrations, and it frustrated me that he didnt say anything about us but o well i guess its to be expected hes not the most mature guy. I listened to the girl next door ashley cry about her roomate who is sleeping with the guy she went out with at the beggining of the year who is one of my best friends and lives on the other side of me. It made me feel better about my situation... Then i went upstairs and talked with the hippy whos in my program on floor 9 who is also having boy problems with another good friend of mine whos told her he doesnt want to sleep with her anymore and just wants to be friends...ouch. Boys actually suck i love them and all but seriously what is wrong with them...i hope u boys back home are less stupid then the ones here... |
|
|
| Yucky situation |
[Nov. 14th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The unicorns-Tuff Luff | ] |
So i went to Banff this weekend and it was a drunken good time.
Unfortunately i got myself into a bit of a mess. See theres this boy Jason in Second year who i have liked since the beggining of the year and this girl denisse who has also liked him and it was all innocent fun and games till this weekend... See denisse Jason and i shared a bed this trip, and jason and i hooked up last night creating very strong hateful feelings coming from denisse. This girl is very controlling and a bit scary and now shes telling everyone what a bitch i am plus numerous other mean things. It all feels so dumb i really hope it works itself out... |
|
|
| Party Party Long weekend |
[Nov. 10th, 2006|07:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Light In the Piazza | ] |
I hope all is well in White Rock/ Vancouver/ the island. Edmonton is frickin cold and very snowy, but luckily im surving.
We got our jobs for the next show im on the lighting crew it should be a good time, my crew head has a big crush on me hopefully it wont get in the way or maybe i can use it to my advantage... We'll see we dont have much on our plate till after christmas which is good i guess, i just cant wait to get back into show mode.
I went to the Opera last week it was all about raping, murder, and revenge, that was exciting other than that is has been pretty slow just classes and homework and stuff.
This weekend is going to be a good time! My initial plan was to come home cause my friend Mark was going to go on a road trip with his friends from calgary but no longer. A girl in our program AJ rented a condo in Banff and planned a "ski trip"/ drunk-apalooza i wasnt going to go cause i had a lot of work to do at school, but it would be dumb not to go we got a 10 bedroom condo for 3 nights for 40 bucks for the whole weekend. Mountains, hot tub, lots of booze = a fun weekend i hope.
Just to let you know though my first choice would be home cause i have to admit even though im having a good time i am getting homesick. I will be home at christmas! Only like a month away!
Have a good long weekend friends! |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1){kind=small}
macjac's journal